Moments when im in my head. 

i have to stop doing this to myself. 

reach for the stars, right?

i said i would share. old but true.

so quick to give my soul and not ask for a return.

they get me here as quickly as they leave,

and again, i chase in hopes this time, one will stop.

i just want to feel the warmth from the sun against my skin 

blinding my eyes.

my sun,

i was suppose to be your sky.

we were suppose to bring happiness and growth.

promises of promises, lifeless, from half empty bodies 

floating trying to discover what they already know. 

what we already know…

it’s there.

find it.

so the clouds can leave and the moon can set and the storms can cease

and i can dance around you. forever blue.

to you, forever beautiful.